a dream is a wish your heart makes

So, i saw my crush today. I swear he looks exactly like Nick Jonas. He's perfect, he's the same like me, i know they say opposites attract, but i know we would honestly be good together. I took a glance at him, and you know when your looking straight, but really your looking at the corner of your eye? yea, thats what it looked like he was doing today! And when he walked into class, he walked in slow, and usually this kid is a bullet. There was no one in front of the door, except 2 girls and he could have walked right passed them, but he stopped infront of my door and looked back and walked in. He's been doing that alot, and hes been peeking into my class a few times. When i like someone, i do the exact same things he does. Im gonna try and talk to him this weekend if i see him, pray for me!

So, my legs KILL, they hurt so much. Gosh, thats how much out of shape im in. But i have been feeling better apperance wise, but i feel like a pig, i shouldnt have at so much at dinner =\. To top it off, my friend thinks she's right all the friggen time. One of my friends said "can you guys walk me to class, i hate walking alone". Now usually i would walk them, but her classs was 1 CLASS DOWN, she literally had to take like 10 steps, wtf, was she gonna get raped in the hall? Then i had to hear a lecture from my other friend, how i should have just walked her and shouldnt have made a fuss. Hate when she acts like that.

Sometimes i wish, i could just have the perfect body, the better confidence, all so i can make things between me and this boy happen. And im sad im not going to see him tomorrow, cause im on a trip, but tomorrows the baseball champions, and i guess he will be there. I should totally go check out a game :) WHY CANT MY LOVE LIFE BE EASY, lets pray!

like, why me?

So, again, today was an annoying/nice day. I get to school, math is my 1st period. I have to sit through 80 minutes of talking to my friend, who btw, seriously needs to learn hygiene. It will seriously help. So today, apperance wise, i thought i had a good day. My hair looked good, the sweater i was wearing was comfortable, but then again my make-up could have been better. Don't you just hate it when eyeliner constantly keeps smudging!! UGH!.

Italian was same old crap. I put some answers on the board today, and found out they were all completely wrong, cause i didnt put the pronouns! Also, to top it off, i wanna punch my friend in the face, cause she's extremely annoying. I guess the only humourous/best thing of that class is the grandmother, who does laps around our field :|, in her little scarf around her head and a long black jacket. Then she sits down on the edge LOL. SO RELIGION WAS SO FULL OF WIN. We're learning about bhuddaism (sp?) and we had to make mandelas. All we had to do was color. So when we handed them in, the teacher would ask us, what mark we wanted out of 10. Obv, everyone said 10. Like honestly, which teacher does that? HA.

KKK, best parttt! The lunch bell rings to go to lunch, and i walk out, and i see my crush! [i swear, if it werent for him, my days would be so ugly and boring, and depressing] We caught a 2 second glance of eachother. Then i walk down to the caf, and i see a video playing on the screen inside, and it was my cousins video, and all i see is my crush on the screen topless coming out of a poool. Like, it seriously made my day. AH. I think he was in the caf, if he was, i hope he didnt see me spazzing, and digging my nails into my friends wrist :P. And then theres science, which is always bull, w/e took me an hour and a half to make a friggen graph on excel. ugh. AND TO TOP IT OFF, i had my fucken annoying friend asking me all day who i like. She was completely acting like a 6yr old asking me constantly. Thats why i hate telling people who i like, cause it somehow gets around UGH BITCH! i wanted to smack her face into her locker. Her and her 3 other friends, there so nosey, and really immature. When they talk about their stories that they have, i never inquire to see what happened, like why me!

So, after school, i saw a video of JB greeting fans in scotland, and they seemed more happy greeting fans there, than they do here. Maybe thats because there, they dont have people groping and attacking eachother. i miss the old JB days~. So as usual [well i shouldn't say as usual, i just started yesterday] i came home, and walked around my block for 20 minutes. Came back from my walk, had a salad and then did 20 sit-ups, 40 push-ups, and 100 squats [thats what i meant in my other post. i said lunges by mistake] and now my legs feel like someone stabbed me 45 times, stitched me closed, ripped out the stitches and did it all over. THEY KILL, i almost fell down the stairs, idk, my legs like give out. haha.

P.S Joe Jonas just made this extremely sexy face on my tv right now, and also, Demi Lovato is extremly gorgeous!

credit: nickjonline!
AWWWWW! CANT WAIT TILL CAMP ROCK!

crystallography??

Man, what a day. It was kinda stressful and a really good. Well, lately i've been hating the way i look, body wise. So i basically killed myself after school. It wasn't much, but i did about 30 sit-ups, 40 lunges [WHICH FRUCKEN KILLLL] and like 20 push ups [idk, the way girls do push ups?] and then i went walking around the block. My legs feel so soar, ugh, i hate it. But the faster i loose weight, i guess the more happy i'll be (:

So, im extremly happy, because today was election day, and tbh, i find elections BORING. The posters all over the school are so annoying too. We had an assembly and all the candidates told us their speech. Like honestly, some were just gay. This girl tried toe explain her speech with a cookie...kkkk? But my friend was the best, he came out dressed in spiderman, it was totally awesome (H). Everyone was also bitching at me, cause i didnt pick "YES" for zipper up hoodies..like calm down.

Hmm, so today in italian class, iw as supposed to write a summary on pinocchio, and draw pictures of him, like how more childish can the assignment get? It was due today, but screw it. i forgot my book again. Does the teacher honestly think im fluent in italian, just because my background is italian? no. AHHH (L) so today walking to third, i saw my crush. He's SOOO CUTE. i friggen love him. He's my cousins BFF, and yet i still havent spoken to him, even when we went to DQ together with his friends, my cousins and me, we still didnt talk. UGH. talk about major lack of confidence. Nut friday we had hardcore eye contact. It just keeps getting better and better, and he always looks at me in the halls, which makes me smile. Also, a bit creepy but cute, he was filming my cousin do dunks on the backsetball net, and i was outside riding the bike, and he started recording me HA, for like 5 seconds. it was cute lmao. The thing i hate about crushes, is people wanting to know who they are. My friend came up to me today and said, "i saw him :D" and then everyone was all like WHO WHO?!?! gosh, there all so fucken nosey.

Also, wtf is crystallography? We learned about it in sceience today. So gay. But thank goodness there only 14 days of school left, cant friggen wait. Then SENIORRR in the fall!, but that means my crush leaves this year :(. But hopefully some summer love<3.>

so ths is what it's like to have a blog?

i'm cristina. i've been meaning to make one of these blogs, but always forgot and never got around to it. basically, im going to be blogging each day, and explain what happened. kinda like an online diary, minus the Dear Diary... hm.

well, let me tell you a bit about myself. im 17, and have too many dreams. tbqh, im a total disney freak, and go crazy about the Jonas Brothers. yes..they may pop up a bit in this blog. im not new to blogger, but im new to blogging daily. and if not daily, it will be every other day.