a dream is a wish your heart makes

So, i saw my crush today. I swear he looks exactly like Nick Jonas. He's perfect, he's the same like me, i know they say opposites attract, but i know we would honestly be good together. I took a glance at him, and you know when your looking straight, but really your looking at the corner of your eye? yea, thats what it looked like he was doing today! And when he walked into class, he walked in slow, and usually this kid is a bullet. There was no one in front of the door, except 2 girls and he could have walked right passed them, but he stopped infront of my door and looked back and walked in. He's been doing that alot, and hes been peeking into my class a few times. When i like someone, i do the exact same things he does. Im gonna try and talk to him this weekend if i see him, pray for me!

So, my legs KILL, they hurt so much. Gosh, thats how much out of shape im in. But i have been feeling better apperance wise, but i feel like a pig, i shouldnt have at so much at dinner =\. To top it off, my friend thinks she's right all the friggen time. One of my friends said "can you guys walk me to class, i hate walking alone". Now usually i would walk them, but her classs was 1 CLASS DOWN, she literally had to take like 10 steps, wtf, was she gonna get raped in the hall? Then i had to hear a lecture from my other friend, how i should have just walked her and shouldnt have made a fuss. Hate when she acts like that.

Sometimes i wish, i could just have the perfect body, the better confidence, all so i can make things between me and this boy happen. And im sad im not going to see him tomorrow, cause im on a trip, but tomorrows the baseball champions, and i guess he will be there. I should totally go check out a game :) WHY CANT MY LOVE LIFE BE EASY, lets pray!